JULY 2020 – So, Mary moved out, Miles moved in, and then COVID-19 started. My house is still a mess and unorganized, because everything is left up to me, unless there’s a complaint about how I do things (whatever 🤷🏻♀️). I have a whole disgusting junk room to get to (and my closet is in there), and some other rooms are most definitely not up to par. My relationships feel like they’ve taken a ride away on a huge wave. I only see Ryan and Lyn in very small, occasional, increments, and haven’t seen Tav at all since the end of February. I miss them all a ton, and that makes me moody and miss my dad even more. Couple that with the sickness I get during the heat, and the pain I’m in when it rains, I cannot wait for fall. In the meantime, I’m just trying to get myself back on track and maybe the rest will follow.